Just came from taking my huge Political Science final exam. It was 150 questions total. As I was doing my exam, I had this sense that told me I was going to fail the class. I still have this sense even now. I thought of Uncle Lupin as I was finishing the exam. As I turned in my exam to my teacher and left, I felt relieved that I don't have to take the class anymore, but I felt like crying so bad.

I'm just a stupid baka. That's what I am.

I'm stupid for thinking that I could actually improve and I'm stupid for thinking that I could pass. I studied last night, but I kept thinking about Uncle Lupin so much that I just couldn't. But I tried to study.

At least I passed my other class, ne?

Pfft. I just feel like a complete baka right now. I hate myself so much. We get our results in a week. I feel so depressed right now. Why did I think I could do it?

Dammit, I'm such a friggin' idiot! I'm so friggin' stupid!

I might as well just lay down and die...